I have a pillow whom I am absolutely in love with. However, I am in love with my pillow not because it is a pillow but because I see it as a representation of a woman I am in love with but cannot have. I treat the pillow as that woman but I am not in love with the pillow itself though I do love its texture and smell. Whenever I am out, I long to return to the comfort of my pillow. I think about my pillow when I am not with her (yes, I do refer to the pillow as 'she' since I see it as the woman I love). I am unsure as to whether I am an OS. Would anyone be able to help me out? Thanks.